the difference between shooting stars and satellites.

i'm not really sure how to feel right now.

it's a jumble of emotions, really. a mixed bag. i'm mad, frustrated, scared, and just really, really sad.

but i know God is near. and he blessed me with amazing people to go through this with. and timing couldn't have been better (if there could be "good timing" for these kinds of things), because i have the most incredible husband who will walk through every step with my hand in his.

but it's really hard to take.

i haven't blogged in a while, and there's a lot of catching up to do, but i want to start writing again. i figured it's as good a time as any, and i have a lot to say. and there's TONS of amazing things to write about that has happened in my absent period.

but not tonight. tonight, i'm just going to cry and sleep it out. i'm one confused and upset cookie.







hugs and loves.